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[11 Oct 2006|06:57pm] |
cycle cycle
aspirations
failure in masses, in myself
keep from shaking
rewind.
aspire.
nothing happens, no one comes through, nor do i.
abortion. aborted.
cycle cycle
write it all again.
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[03 Oct 2006|09:54pm] |
ive said it before, too tired. too sick. im done with this, the hospital has finished doing me good.
bury me.
i have no more progress to make. stuck. too tired. too sick. im done with this.
bury me.
is the medicine working yet?
six weeks of being alone, besides those kind enough to see me, disoriented and pathetic.
bury me.
i don't want this, too tired. too sick. my mind is on, i will have to deal with this.
blackout..
good, night.
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